Alright. Second post of the day.
Sigh.
I miss my sight so much. I wanna recover. );
I miss school.
I miss school.
I miss Jieying.
I miss Shuen.
I miss Abby.
I miss Zhixiu.
I miss Yongkiat & Ginyi.
I miss clique.
I miss having recess together with clique.
I miss cracking jokes together with clique.
I miss gossiping together with clique.
Sigh. I miss so many things right now.
What am I suppose to do ? Sigh.
I cant cry , because my eyes will be hurt.
I've to bear with it.
Sigh.
I suddenly miss you so much , really.
I've never felt like this before.
Why ? Whats happening to me ?
I need you so much now. Sigh.
I've been thinking about our past 4months.
How I wish time could turn back.
So many things that we've gone through.
Its all in the drain now. My effort all gone.
I tried so hard , to mantain this relationship.
Whenever I go I think of you.
I've to tell you honestly , I still love you alot.
Everytime I see you , I feel like walking towards you , but I cant.
Do you know how hurting is that ? Sigh.
I bet no one will know how I'm feeling now.
We text & talk on the phone with each other everyday , yeah , everyday.
But thats not enough , really.
I wan you by my side to accompany me , forever.
But I know its impossible , you will still leave me one day.
You taught me whats love , but where's the reality ? Sigh.
Is all rubbish , I guess.
I need you whenever I'm upset.
I need you to joy with me when I'm happy.
I need you to talk too when I'm down.
I need you to cheer me up.
Sigh. I guess , I'm thinking too much.
All this wont exist anymore.
I cant bear with it anymore.
I've cried );
Sorry , I'm just not strong as what you think.
